God has given you a wonderful gift, agency. It has been given to you the power to choose right or wrong. This is a gift no man can take away. People may limit your choices but it is your choice what you make of them. God wants you to follow Him and keep His commandments, but He will not force you. He loves you and respects your will to choose, though it saddens Him when you choose evil over that which is good. Make Him proud of you by choosing that which is good.